|Man what day its been
||[Dec. 10th, 2003|07:30 pm]
|||||the sound of the washing machine sounds to calm nerves lol||]|
well im sitting here letting today soak in. Some issues have come up and I have been trying to do what Jesus would do. It seems as though the Lord has thrown a curve ball in my direction. I dont know how to handle it except the way I am handling it now. That seems to be getting us nowhere. What happens when you want someone to see things your way but you just arents seeming to achieve what it is that you want them to see? It is really aggravating and it makes you want to scream. I have to go to work tomorrow after a week and a half off and I dont feel refreshed. I do not know how some people can be as adversely affected as they have been. When you show them you love them it seems as though they just dont see things your way. I am a little bit older than the crowd of whom I hang out with and I would like to say that since I am older I can offer some advice. But it just dosent seem plausible at this point. I really do hate drama and the fact that some unkind words may have possibly expressed to people in my group of friends. Well, I just think I will lift it up to God and see what he says. Let him handle it the way he sees fit.